@Jedimiller I'm not sure what's going on all day with you, but i think you should get some rest. I know you're working but take the night easy, be very kind to yourself and your body. Get off Ellgab for a while, the fighting isn't doing you any good, we aren't meant for constant battle. Then go home and get a really good night's sleep. I worry about you. You have my number, reach out to me at any time. You are loved Miller, but i know you can't feel it right now. Don't let your emotions deceive you, emotions can tell lies. Just pray until you can go home and sleep, and drink some water while you're at it, it's very healthy.