*Venting again. Pardon me.
Well. Yesterday I had a blow up with some of the family. I couldn't take the bickering and incessant bitching about the "stress" of Christmas during what should be a happy, festive time. The irony is that for months everyone couldn't wait until this holiday was here. Couldn't wait to decorate and celebrate the holiday season. I seriously lost it. I think I went a little overboard. It felt like I was drowning in sound. ShayP can get really pissed off and be the angriest, loudest person in the room. I don't regret what I said but I wish it didn't come to that. It was therapeutic in a sense actually.
Also, I refuse to have anything to do with a few of my family members during this Christmas. Everyone has a breaking point. I'm tired of their shit. HOWEVER...I will enjoy the holiday as I always try to do.
Funny thing is right before I walked out the door, the looks on their faces was priceless. I really wish I took a picture. Oh and the dead silence was music to my ears.
Hopefully Santa doesn't leave a lump of coal in my stocking.
Cheers everyone!