Continued: wants to put Sean on the air and pick apart his life.
Says Bellgab isn't what it was, is naming her "friends" on Bellgab, including Elvira avatar (Lonevoice?), misses them. Angry when they started to turn, especially after her first show, festival of flipping desks on Bellgab, surprised their server didn't explode, they hated her. From day one they have done everything they could to to stop he or get her off the air. The One showed up on Bellgab for the sole purpose of destroying her. (I can't keep up, many names of people she liked and didn't). Says they attacked her when she went to walk for Art. Art thought if he picked someone from Bellgab they'd be supportive. Says she was Redacted on Bellgab. Art thought over time she could learn and would get better. Bellgab went after her, got their pens in a twist, went after her, hated her... but she's still here. (Sarcastic) Sorry if they hated it that she and Art became friends, that was all it was, friends. Angry they had to turn it into something sick, something it never was.
Bellgab now is a circling sewer, used to be great, is nothing like what it was. Getting weepy about some of the big group of friends she liked there. Now a nest of a-holes that have some kind of mentally ill obsessions about her. They'll listen again tomorrow night, will add more pages to that thread. They can't help themselves. If it didn't matter, they wouldn't be at their keyboards. That's the background. Gloating.
Last time it took her 9 months to outlast them? How long will it take this time? (I don't understand this). It's all entertainment to her, they're all free entertainment to her, making her laugh (while sounding furious). It's all entertainment for the show, just white noise because they just won't shut up.
She'll keep doing shows but she'll do everything she can to put on a quality program, etc. RANTING RANTING WEEPY about how much she will work hard but is fully aware of those guys and they are amusing her her. She's kicked the hornet's nest now, she'll see what they'll come up with now. They were wrong, it's the third year anniversary. Bring it on, the dance, she has a "supernatural" stamina.
Ok on to a new call. Now that it's cleared she says she doesn't ever have to have it come up again, caller says it was a good purge.
I'm really done, this was exhausting. Ended 2:50 a.m., an hour after Sean called.
Whew. Off to bed now.
