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Tootsie: despite what you keep claiming, there IS no inner circle here on Ellgab, just us chickens clucking away about whatever we want to talk about. There is no inner circle here to be part of, that is the whole point!
PLEASE let it go!
You are the one continuing the very conversation that upsets you! As Dynamo suggested, draw a line in the sand and let it go once and for all. You are not going to get any different a reaction than you have gotten so far by saying the same things over and over! Whether you like the responses you're getting to your posts or not, you are beating a dead horse here and doing yourself no good. The reactions to you doing that are not going to change.
From Dr. Marlo Archer (I have no idea who she is, btw):
"Albert Einstein is attributed with defining insanity as follows – Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. Actress Carrie Fisher suggests that “resentment is like drinking poison and waiting for the other person to die."
Please consider these ideas, they are actually very sound emotionally. You really need to stop this now, for everyone's sake, most especially yours.
Please do join in the conversations if you feel like it, post if it makes you feel happy, but let that particular sticking point go!
I wish you only the best, you know that!
