During the last two weeks of school I absolutely lost my fucking mind.
After turning in my last assignment I tried my damndest to not spiral, especially since I am completely alone.
Mentally, I'd say i recovered. Doing my best right now to fortify myself during the summer so i can tackle next semester better, i don't want to suffer like i did this time.
I will say a professor did cause most of it, but im not going to say anything more about that here, besides i was working against real bias, and him acting on that bias could destroy my life (getting me kicked out by him acting on just deciding to fail me). I may try to do something about this, dunno what his problem with me is. He made my grade as low as he could get away with, I'm not going to stand for it.
My body is going crazy in response to the stress. Doing everything i can to mitigate it.
That is completely absurd. I do not mind profs who have differing views/opinions than I did. In fact, I found it interesting. My issue was with the professors who would disparage you for your opinion if it was not in line with theirs all too often. To be fair, however, I did have one professor who was completely dissimilar to mine but was completely fine with allowing me to express my view. He was one of the few though. Heck, it is so bad in academia that I have seen professors become black balled for not having the "correct" view point. It seems tenure has allowed for a big problem within the academic community where there are incompetent professors and less and less varying of views.