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Re: TELL/ASK Another Forum Member - Anything!
« Reply #1575 on: November 11, 2023, 01:28:33 PM »
Go aHead and ask.  U get 2 questions
Did you put Damon up to it?  Or was the apparent fib his idea?  Don’t get me wrong, I don’t wish death on anyone in whatever web forum, but faking a death is distasteful.

If you really were that depressed I honestly hope you did and are getting the help you need still.  Please consider rehab and changing habits regarding your associations online. Without changing some of those things I think true progress on healing both mentally and physically will be elusive.

Not meant to be an insult at all.  Just honest advice hoping things can get better.
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« Reply #1576 on: November 11, 2023, 01:33:48 PM »
Did you put Damon up to it?  Or was the apparent fib his idea?  Don’t get me wrong, I don’t wish death on anyone in whatever web forum, but faking a death is distasteful.

If you really were that depressed I honestly hope you did and are getting the help you need still.  Please consider rehab and changing habits regarding your associations online. Without changing some of those things I think true progress on healing both mentally and physically will be elusive.

Not meant to be an insult at all.  Just honest advice hoping things can get better.
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« Reply #1577 on: November 11, 2023, 01:43:09 PM »
Did you put Damon up to it?  Or was the apparent fib his idea?  Don’t get me wrong, I don’t wish death on anyone in whatever web forum, but faking a death is distasteful.

If you really were that depressed I honestly hope you did and are getting the help you need still.  Please consider rehab and changing habits regarding your associations online. Without changing some of those things I think true progress on healing both mentally and physically will be elusive.

Not meant to be an insult at all.  Just honest advice hoping things can get better.

Damon is a good friend. I was going thru a bad time. Close to death. I have changed my habits. I no longer hang out with facebook or youtube trolls. Deleted my channel and walked away.
 No longer make videos.  I dont socialize with bellgab scum anymore. I have only been coming here recently because i will always love art bell and heather wade.
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« Reply #1578 on: November 11, 2023, 02:11:05 PM »
Damon is a good friend. I was going thru a bad time. Close to death. I have changed my habits. I no longer hang out with facebook or youtube trolls. Deleted my channel and walked away.
 No longer make videos.  I dont socialize with bellgab scum anymore. I have only been coming here recently because i will always love art bell and heather wade.
Didn’t really answer the question. I demand a refund. Good friends neither fake the deaths of other friends nor participate in such knowingly.  Truth will set you free. If you were in a bad way and head faked Damon into doing it just say so.  If not and Damon did it on his own say that.

As far as the habits goes the association problem sounds to be in a better way. Don’t get so wound up about running across folks you dislike here though. Also if you haven’t already I can’t urge you enough to quit drinking. If you haven’t it’s going to destroy both your health and progress made in other areas.

Again nothing judgmental intended. Apart from the death fakery that might be judgmental on my part albeit I consider justifiable. But the self destructive behavior I know how harmful that can be and don’t wish it on anyone as I mentioned.
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« Reply #1579 on: November 11, 2023, 02:26:34 PM »
Scott Adams has written a book Reframe Your Brain.  I highly recommend it.
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« Reply #1580 on: November 11, 2023, 03:26:14 PM »
Through out one's life there will be lows and highs. Ups and downs. While the downs may seem overwhelming when you are experiencing them, there is a good chance that things are not as dire as they may seem. Find someone that you truly trust to talk to and analyze the situation. They'll help you get through it.

Also get outside as much as you can. Humans were not meant to be cooped up inside so much. It is amazing what a quiet walk in the woods alone can do for you. Believe me...that is how I deal with my own shit.

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« Reply #1581 on: November 11, 2023, 07:05:33 PM »
Through out one's life there will be lows and highs. Ups and downs. While the downs may seem overwhelming when you are experiencing them, there is a good chance that things are not as dire as they may seem. Find someone that you truly trust to talk to and analyze the situation. They'll help you get through it.

Also get outside as much as you can. Humans were not meant to be cooped up inside so much. It is amazing what a quiet walk in the woods alone can do for you. Believe me...that is how I deal with my own shit.

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« Reply #1582 on: November 12, 2023, 12:40:34 AM »
Go aHead and ask.  U get 2 questions

RubiniGab went down a few months ago.

Did you play a part in its demise?

BellGab was up as a forum again for a while before becoming an archive.

Did you or Anthony V. play a part in this as well?

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« Reply #1583 on: November 12, 2023, 01:18:40 AM »
She failed the Genesis program and she's still wasting oxygen, millie is an attention whore. A total user and a sufferer of self-inflicted fetal alcohol syndrome.

She should set up another GoFundMe for a $5,000 supercomputer this time as millie the transcoholic.
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« Reply #1584 on: November 12, 2023, 01:49:02 AM »
Didn’t really answer the question. I demand a refund. Good friends neither fake the deaths of other friends nor participate in such knowingly.  Truth will set you free. If you were in a bad way and head faked Damon into doing it just say so.  If not and Damon did it on his own say that.

As far as the habits goes the association problem sounds to be in a better way. Don’t get so wound up about running across folks you dislike here though. Also if you haven’t already I can’t urge you enough to quit drinking. If you haven’t it’s going to destroy both your health and progress made in other areas.

Again nothing judgmental intended. Apart from the death fakery that might be judgmental on my part albeit I consider justifiable. But the self destructive behavior I know how harmful that can be and don’t wish it on anyone as I mentioned.
associating with the heatherverse trolls forced me to drink more often. damaging my health and my state of mind. it was almost like being stuck in a time warp or black hole and not able to defy the gravity. oh don't worry, people have called me all types of names, alcoholic is a nice one. not even bad. remember I have been to AA meetings, taken 3 month courses on this stuff. i started drinking when i was 14.

I love beer, i don't think i will ever stop drinking it. again, light beer is NOT really alcohol. my problem was the real lifers, trolls and people who got personal with me and took it too far. I could explain more, but i hope that explanation helps. I was so far into this drama, that it almost caused me to become someone else. Someone I didn't recognize anymore when I looked in the mirror. the internet is very dangerous and the people can cause serious mental illness and harm to you. I am here, because I have always had respect for ellgab. But I wont go back to the heatherVerse Warp. I deleted my channel, 2.5k videos and left for 4 months.
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« Reply #1585 on: November 12, 2023, 01:53:56 AM »
Through out one's life there will be lows and highs. Ups and downs. While the downs may seem overwhelming when you are experiencing them, there is a good chance that things are not as dire as they may seem. Find someone that you truly trust to talk to and analyze the situation. They'll help you get through it.

Also get outside as much as you can. Humans were not meant to be cooped up inside so much. It is amazing what a quiet walk in the woods alone can do for you. Believe me...that is how I deal with my own shit.

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oh I have, I walked 2 miles the other day. But this week I did stay in played destroy all humans on my PS5. TBH a lot of people have reached out to me and I dont want nothing to do with them. I ignore them, ghost them. I want to be alone right now. Im healing right now. Its like unbecoming the Hulk. I have lots of people who I can trust, Ive talked to my sister more in the last month than ever before. My ex calls, people from my past send me messages and call. But I dont want to deal with people like that right now. I think its going to take me years to get over this. I thank you for the kind words.
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Re: TELL/ASK Another Forum Member - Anything!
« Reply #1586 on: November 12, 2023, 01:56:30 AM »
RubiniGab went down a few months ago.

Did you play a part in its demise?

BellGab was up as a forum again for a while before becoming an archive.

Did you or Anthony V. play a part in this as well?

Yes I did. And I'm proud of it. I respect MV for doing what he did with Bellgab. But in all reality he had no CHOICE but to shut it down after my work behind the scenes. You have to understand, I worked on this for over 5 years. And I did it all for Art. No body else. Heather also played a part of it.
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« Reply #1587 on: November 12, 2023, 01:57:38 AM »
She failed the Genesis program and she's still wasting oxygen, millie is an attention whore. A total user and a sufferer of self-inflicted fetal alcohol syndrome.

She should set up another GoFundMe for a $5,000 supercomputer this time as millie the transcoholic.

Hey Sean, why don't you just stop old man. You are sad and pathetic. Come clean, real lifer POS
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« Reply #1588 on: November 12, 2023, 02:11:30 AM »
Yes I did. And I'm proud of it. I respect MV for doing what he did with Bellgab. But in all reality he had no CHOICE but to shut it down after my work behind the scenes. You have to understand, I worked on this for over 5 years. And I did it all for Art. No body else. Heather also played a part of it.

RG deserved to be put out of its misery.

But MV claimed to have transferred BG to someone else.

https://bellgab.com/index.php?topic=13371.0

There was ongoing speculation as to who that was, one of them being HW (!).




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« Reply #1589 on: November 12, 2023, 03:29:53 AM »
RG deserved to be put out of its misery.

But MV claimed to have transferred BG to someone else.

https://bellgab.com/index.php?topic=13371.0

There was ongoing speculation as to who that was, one of them being HW (!).

Bellgab is just an archive now and thats great news. but unfortunately, their members followed me to youtube and caused dangerous moments for everyone over there. the risk is too high. they are doxxers, bullies and extremists. I would not go to bellgab or even click on it. if Art was alive he would have sued MV for what he did, I am sure of it. The all boys club also shut down Heather and it was all done in purpose. WIth the help of the Bellgabbers. Its a mess out there bro. I have legal teams waiting if they continue to track me and doxx me. But for now, im just on another universe, where people are actually very nice and not trolls.
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