Whos DDD? Btw just because it happened to some else it's no excuse and it doesn't diminish the act. I'm guessing he was on bellgab and got involved with those terro*ists
Miller, do you have a spiritual side to you? I know you like music. You like to sing, correct? I suggest that in your spare time you sing songs out loud that are meaningful and not party type songs. If you are a musical person, this will allow your soul to breathe. I know what I'm talking about here. Being "Coors Man" doesn't count.
If that ^^^ doesn't apply to you, get a puppy. Same thing.
A few people have already posted some great ideas, but you don't seem to be all that receptive. If you're just looking for attention, things will dry up rather quickly here for you - again. Life is a zero-sum game, it's only as difficult as you make it in most cases.