May I ask, why? Is there anything to the "Wondering if this is the end" ? Also "getting rid of things from a life I can no longer live" ?
@TigerLily - that street that curves around the sports arena just north of it, I knew that street really well. There was a rehearsal hall there. One of my bands also have an office there near that sunglass store.
Yeah, I have something that would normally take quite a few years to fully develop, ultimately ending up in a wheelchair. While my HMO took 7 years before they did brain and spine scans, I was finding out on Yahoo News about the effects of this particular thing on my brain. It is a fucking joke, managed healthcare is managed in the way to save them money. That must include not educating their staff. I joked about the doctor who ordered the scans must have been new. I looked her name up and she's no longer with Kaiser.
I've been trying to tie up things nicely. Bought a couple of my kids cars and did all the big maintenance on it so that they have a car that'll last them another hundred thousand miles easily. I'm also unloading tons and tons of stuff that might mean something to me, but not to anybody else. The stuff that's worth money, if my kids didn't want it and I can't sell it quickly, I destroy it and throw it away. Smashing and melting my record collection was mildly therapeutic.
I am also planning to get out of this state because of the cost of living and finding a better place for assisted living. (California is not only expensive, the labor force is really bad.)
All of this is without any government aid. No disability, not yet, at least.
